DDRChick007

Brace yourself You'll always fall For something at first Then nothing at all You think it's worth everything You give it a chance Everyone in this world Just wants a perfect romance Then the storm settles The clouds roll in You wait for the heartache And pain to begin Sometimes it comes quickly And you hide the pain But sometimes it lingers And drives you insane Though, one day you find The sky is now clear And along with the storm Gone, is your fear Because you've got something to fight for Something that's good And you're finally feeling The way that you should Love's a cruel word And some think it a game Don't giv

I'm tired of crying These cold bitter tears Tired of dealing with shit For the last few years You build me up to crash me down That's all you can do I want to scream, I want to fight But I don't, cause I love you But you still make me so mad I just don't believe you at all I'm not some little dog That comes to your every call But still you treat me as such And it's always about you You hurt me in so many ways And there's nothing I can do Saying, "Baby I love you" Is not a solution to everything You'd do well to know that Cause slowly I see I'm shrinking I'm getting smaller underneath you I'm under your control I hate the

I wanted to believe it would be okay But you never gave me reason for hope You pushed me so much farther away To the point where I couldn't cope I was in a place where I was content And now I lie in grief and misery I don't know where the happiness went But I can tell you've abandoned me I know you'll never be there when I wake And your warmth is gone from my arms I can't forgive myself for this mistake You've managed to see through my charms It didn't matter how many cruel words you said I loved you still, but now you're gone Without you here, I feel empty and dead I'm left wondering where we went wrong I just hope you think

Never again will I kiss you Never again will I call Never will I feel Like I'm going to fall Your face will never grace my thoughts And your hand won't touch my own And my heart will beat again Though it once lay like stone And even though I still love you I cannot be there I'd feel so much better If I knew you didn't care If you suddenly hated me If you wanted me dead If along with with thoughts of me Thoughts of rage filled your head That would make it easier And I could walk away Knowing you might forgive me Not now, but maybe one day.

Another night out on the street Another night you admit defeat And you can't change, you can't go There's a side of you, nobody will know The demons inside that cut you down But that's why you escape to the town Where nobody ever knows your name Where you finally can't lose the game Your bright red lips, that spew out lies Your gaze with those tear streaked eyes You want to change, you'll risk it all Cause there are people who would love to see you fall Everyone knows you cry at night Everyone knows you've lost another fight You'll be seen tomorrow with another bruise And get picked up with an offer that you can't refuse I'll

It's going to take time But I'll forget That's what they tell me But it hasn't happened yet You're still a part of me Like you were yesterday And there's not a memory I can push away I still feel your touch I hear your voice I taste your lips I don't have a choice I can't flip a switch It won't go away I'll just have to hope There will come a day When I can leave the past And start over again Because these memories of you Just drive me insane Despite what you think I really have changed And my priorities Have been rearranged I know you're in pain It will take time But forget I was yours As you were once mine.

So close to me But still so far I often wonder Where you are Was long ago You left me here But I didn't shed A single tear I stayed strong But now I fall Because you don't come When I call I spend my nights Wondering if you're okay Because without warning You were taken away I found out too late To say good-bye And though I held it back I wanted to cry Because you were there Since I opened my eyes And you were there To silence my cries And now you're gone I miss you so I just wanted you So badly to know You'll always be In my heart Whether we're near Or far apart I just miss you Too much to say It was un

Over and over I hear you call Over and over I stumble and fall Can't save myself So you can't save me There's a part of this girl You will never see It's hopeless, it's dark It's anything but serene It's like nothing in this world Like nothing you've seen Inside I cry Inside I break Inside I hide it Just for my sake I need to live a double life It's all that I can do I don't need you seeing me And all the shit that I've been through So let me hide behind my mask I'm more perfect anyway When you can't see my hideous past And behind that cover I shall stay.